9 Months of Suffering from Unknown Condition

[My testimony of being sick with an unknown condition for 9 months and how I was miraculously healed. Please share with anyone you know that is sick or suffering from any terminal conditions. Longest and most personal devotional to date: 9 Months told in 9 Paragraphs]

9 Months was all it took and my life would have been utterly destroyed. I remember vividly seeing the line to cross-over to insanity but somehow, God took a hold of me in my darkest hour. It all started overseas while on a football and academic scholarship in Chicago. I was at our international student dinner when something came upon me. It felt like needles were piercing through my back from under my skin through every pore. It felt like my blood was bubbling and wanted to escape. I instantly ran out of the dinner into the restroom and ripped off my shirt and soaked it in water and put it on my back.

The surge finally stopped. I felt devastated and went to my dorm room to sleep it off, wishing that this was all a dream. However, it never stopped. I came later to find out that the sun would trigger it instantaneously. Additionally, if my body temperature ever became warm the surge would begin again. I had to constantly be soaking my shirt at least 4 times a day. Being on scholarship from Jamaica, a Caribbean country; made this condition mind-boggling for my coach. No one knew what I had and so I turned to the only one that I could depend on, Jesus Christ.

At the time, I was doing my major in Youth Ministry as I am called to full-time ministry; and so, I began seeking the Lord for healing. I would pray, declare, bind, loose, rebuke, worship, praise, stay up all night, ball, beg, plead, intercede, everything that I knew which God enabled me to use to heal myself and others; but this time it was to no avail. As the sun would rise, so would the surge. When I refused to apply water to my back, and used faith to rebuke it, it would worsen to the point where tiny bumps would come up all across my upper body and arms.

For three months I sought the Lord and after that, I gave in and gave up. I accepted the condition as my own. I grew angry and bitter with the Lord. I ended up losing the football scholarship and had to come back to Jamaica after two years of college. This was the worse point in my life. My body wouldn’t allow me to sweat, exercise or do any hectic activity. I couldn’t even hug anybody because my shirt was always soaked. My self-esteem which was always high took the biggest hit of all.

For the next six months I struggled in my newly accepted lifestyle. I moved from an air-conditioned car to my dad’s air-conditioned office where I worked. I travelled with a bottle of cold water to spray myself like a plant any time that my shirt would become less damp. I went from doctors, doing blood tests to my family physician who after several efforts with prescriptions said the words no one ever wants to hear “I have tried everything that I know, there is nothing further that I can do for you.”

In my father’s last resort, he took me to see a psychiatrist who he really said was a psychologist. Based on the location, Ward 21, and the range of questions I easily deduced she was a psychiatrist. The first meeting didn’t really hit me, but; the second meeting in which I had to enter from within Ward 21 is when the gravity of the situation came upon me. I remembered reaching ground zero and as the door closed behind us, I ushered a prayer up to the Lord saying “God, I know I haven’t spoken to you for about 6 months. I NEED A WORD FROM YOU!”

My mom’s friend gave her a word from the Lord to give me that very same day. She said “This is a demonic spirit and you have to do a 3-day water fast and God will heal you.” So I started the fast the following day where the Lord showed me 3 sins (that is, 1 sin each day), that I repented from. On the third after repenting from the 3rd sin I was instantly healed. PRAISE BE TO GOD!!!

Not only was I healed, but I had also promised the Lord that if He ever healed me I would return to U.W.I. Hospital and share my testimony and the Lord also healed a lady who had stage 4 leukemia who had just a few days to live. The Lord said these words to me thereafter: “Philip, don’t you ever doubt me again. It is my desire to heal ALL sick; not some, but ALL!”

If you are sick and have prayed and you still have not been healed, it doesn’t mean that God doesn’t love you. It means that something is blocking you from being healed. Ask the Lord through fasting and prayer to show you what it is and when He does, REPENT; and you will be totally and instantaneously healed in Jesus’ Mighty Name! Amen!!!

Live Hungry

Hunger is one of the most desperate and potent feelings one my ever experience. It changes our emotions as we become laser-focused and only one thing is on our mind; food. Other than food though, we all hunger for different things in life. Some of us hunger for a qualification, promotion, possession, social status among other things, but the number one thing to be hungry for is for Jesus and His righteousness.

Why some may ask?

When you focus on God’s business He will focus on yours. The natural, carnal tendency is to be individualistic whilst God is asking us to rid ourselves of ‘self’ and ‘selfishness’ and focus on being a vehicle of love to others. When we let go of the all that we have and give it to God, He will let go of the best that He has and give it to us.

Things to Remember:
¤ He made you with the desire to want and need the things you need.
¤ He knows the best way to contentment and fulfillment whilst achieving all these things comes through Him.

Achievements in the absence of Christ is but a loss, but even loss in the presence of Jesus is great gain.

Be forever Hungry for more of Jesus and His love in your life!!!

The Cure for H.I.V.

Scenario:

Imagine if you or someone you loved was diagnosed with H.I.V. One can imagine that this could be the worst news that most people would ever want to hear. However, I also want you to imagine that there was a cure for H.I.V but it was very expensive. Let’s say the cost was 2 million dollars. Would you be willing to pay for the cure or invest in it for your loved one? Most people I know would.

Lesson:
One of the worst diseases in this world is sin. It is the root cause of sickness, disease, pain, depression, death and so much more. So many people there be that suffer from this eternally catastrophic disease yet none seem excited for the cure of Jesus Christ. We seem to be more swayed by the fruits of sin than sin itself. This is not a surprise or mere coincidence.

The devil has deceived us into accepting sinful lifestyles as we slay the voice of our conscience and the Holy Spirit. This then allows us to feel free and at peace in sin but in the end it’s the greatest deception of all. Let us not wait for calamity when the wages of sin comes to fruition when we then come to our senses. I urge us all to mediate upon the disease of sin and appropriate the cure of Jesus Christ.

The Vessel

A vessel can be likened unto a cup. The purpose of the cup is not merely to be filled but to be poured out for the benefit of the user. The Bible likens us all as either being vessels of honor or dishonor. When God made us, we had two intrinsic purposes – intake and outtake. Much like how we gain knowledge for the purpose of sharing and helping others. We were never made for hoarding, greed or excessive-ness.

Much like the sick feeling we have when we eat too much, we find ourselves uneasy, miserable and disgusted when we don’t share that which God has implanted in each of us. Maybe you have a very loving personality and your mission is to share your love to the rejected and battered. Maybe you have a talent that the world is thirsty for, but you bury it in fear.

We will all be held accountable to our Potter who has crafted each of us as jars of clay. Our purpose is to live to the point where we die on E. Yes, EMPTY. Life was never just about the school, the job, the house, car and family. That’s important yes, but life is about touching lives; being the best man of God or woman of God that you could ever be.

I encourage you Today, to BE a Vessel of Honor. Be the light in the darkness in your family, neighborhood, work place and community. Our world hungers desperately for you to awaken and arise in your purpose, passionately and unswervingly.

Be filled with the Holy Spirit each and every day, and pour out His power in love until we die on E.

Cancer Healed!!!

One of the greatest desires of God is to have the Word become flesh in our lives. He wants words on paper to manifest victory into reality by faith. For example, the Lord says, “If anyone says to this mountain, ‘Go, throw yourself into the sea,’ and does not doubt in their heart but believes that what they say will happen, it will be done for them”Mark 11:23. As a result of reading this passage, I began speaking to my football injuries, headaches, symptoms of sicknesses and negative thoughts. I would say (which also means to declare), “Be healed in Jesus Name” or “Satan, the Blood of Jesus is against you” and I would be totally be healed and delivered.

When this happens, the words in the Bible become engrafted into our life as a living experience or testimony. Revelations 12:11 states, “They overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death.” The Lord wants us to exercise our faith much as we exercise in the gym – by starting at a manageable weight and then moving up gradually.

The Lord healed me some years ago from an unknown condition which I suffered through for 9 months. I was told there was no cure or treatment for my condition because they didn’t know what it was. Nevertheless, God healed me miraculously after a 3-day fast. He showed me 3 sins that I had committed, even though at this point, I was on fire for God, that caused this to happen to me. After I repented from each sin, I was immediately healed. I then shared the testimony with a lady who had stage 4 leukemia and was on the verge of death. I said to her these exact words, “Hi, you see me standing here, I have just been healed from an unknown condition that I had suffered through for 9 months. You might have prayed and felt like God is not able to answer your prayer. It just means that something is blocking you from receiving your healing. You’re not going anywhere or doing anything, ask Him to show you and when He does repent from it and you will be totally healed.” That’s all I said. When I went back to the hospital two weeks after, I had seen the same nurse and asked her about the status of the patient, and she jumped and exclaimed, “She got healed and gone home!!!” Praise Be to God👐🙌🙏!!!

GOD IS ALIVE TODAY MORE THAN EVER. TRUST IN HIM AND HIS WORD. LET HIS WORD BECOME YOUR REALITY AND NOTHING SHALL BE IMPOSSIBLE WITH YOU!!!

Love Manifested in Power

Perhaps one of the greatest dilemmas in this world Today, are words professed in the absence of actions or evidence. When someone professes their love for you, it should normally be experienced more within their actions, than in their words, right? What is love in word that fails in deed? What is a god that is lacking in power?

One of the main reasons why I know Jesus Christ is real and worth serving and dying for is His love, manifested in power. Every truth and promise in His Word (the Bible) is backed by one immutable and irrefutable truth, “It is impossible for God to lie” Hebrews 6:18. Isn’t it the same Bible that says, ‘With God, anything is possible?’ Yet, it clearly states that God is restricted within His nature of God of Truth and Holiness from lying, and not delivering on His word.

Personally, I have had the honor of seeing His love manifested in power too many times in my life to ever doubt, but even greater than this, I have been used so many times to administer the love of God, manifested in salvation, healing and deliverance for others which makes the words of the Bible take on life and real significance.

My prayer is that we all give Jesus the opportunity to reveal His love for us in a powerful way as well. Your life would forever be changed for the best.

Happy Emancipation Day Jamaica!

My prayer for everyone in this ‘Land We Love,’ is for all of us to be holistically free. We have freedom in one sense, but with regard to our minds, souls and bodies there is another fight to win. It is a fight, and winning is the only acceptable option. Freedom cannot be gained by merely asking or negotiation. For many, freedom had to be purchased in blood and battle.

Our freedom was already paid for, when Jesus Christ, the Lord & Savior of the World came down to earth and fought the most bloody and most important battle for all lifetime. He won the battle for us to have the following:
¤ For our health over sickness and disease
¤ For our peace of mind over stress and chaos
¤ For our self-control over addictions and weaknesses
¤ For our power over principalities and demonic forces.
¤ For our joy over anger and depression.
¤ For our prosperity over poverty and lack.
¤ For our freedom over sin, death and the grave.

This day of National Emancipation can become a day of Personal Eternal Emancipation. A day where YOU say to the devil, “I will serve you no longer,” a day where you say to your flesh, “I shall daily slay thee,” and finally; a day where say to Jesus, “Lord Jesus, I confess of all my sins and ask You to forgive me of all my unrighteousness. I invite You into my heart and my life and be My Lord & Savior forevermore. AMEN!!!”

LET TODAY BE THE DAY WE ALL EXPERIENCE AND CELEBRATE EMANCIPATION IN CHRIST JESUS.

LOVE: It Keeps No Record of Wrongs

Do you like keeping score of wrongs done against you? Love becomes stifling in the midst of unforgiveness. No matter how good a spouse, a friend or a stranger, we are all prone to sins, shortcomings and mistakes. In an environment of forgiveness, trust and encouragement the capacity for growth is endless; yet, in an atmosphere of distrust, skepticism and fear, love is threatened to the point of futility.

Forgiveness is such an imperative that even God in His supernatural strength, cannot move in the life of an individual anchored in unforgiveness or crippled by fear. Hebrews 11:6 states, “And without faith it is impossible to please God…” and Matthew 6:14 says, “For if you forgive other people when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you.”

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Forgiveness and trust counters the hindrances to love’s perfection and maturity. In the same way our Loving God forgives and hopes endlessly amidst His knowledge that we are maybe going to fail yet again, He still does not refrain from loving and encouraging us. I encourage us all to be free from entanglements of distrust and the besetting sin of pride as well. Pride is foundation of unforgiveness and must ne banished. The humble He shall exalt and the proud, humbled.

Let’s love with all faith, hope and persistence.

Amen!!!

A Love Beyond Self-Interest

Love and self-seeking are as incompatible as oil in water. John 3: 16 states, “For God so loved the world, that He GAVE…” Giving, sacrificing, and investing oneself is the truest testament of one’s love. It’s the evidence of words taking on living, irrefutable proof that indeed, I Love You.

If the language of love is poisoned with ‘You don’t give me this,’ ‘I need this,’ ‘If you love me who would do this;’ then like I had to do, you may also need to change as well. It has to do with friends, lovers or even strangers considering them all better than ourselves and by becoming a servant unto all. This love may seem radical, but it is the love that Jesus gave and the kind that God calls us to. As long as we are willing to obey, He will equip us with His divine grace to truly love and love selflessly.

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Our world doesn’t need another war and our lives are most certainly are in need of a true revelation of God’s divine love for us. The disconnection between the created and their Creator needs to be mended by us giving the love due to the Savior of our souls. He is forever worthy of a life paid and laid down in love, and even then, we still wouldn’t have given Him His due. Let’s start Today, in Loving Him, then Loving Ourselves and thus, Loving Our very enemies.

AMEN!!!

LOVE is not Rude

Perhaps one of the most bewildering things in my opinion, is when someone claims to love you but somehow they always manage to be rude or disrespectful. It always set me aback, as I have to wonder what is the point of a love that produces no kindness or respect.

Let’s be honest here:
¤ Employees are courteous to customers even when they may be in a bad mood.
¤ People are generally respectful to other people who treat them with respect, especially when they are in a good mood.

The question is this: Why should someone accept a love that only gives respect or kindness when the mood or situation is right? If love does not shine in the darkest hour then the hard truth is that it may not be love at all.

Love is not rude. In essence, love is kind, caring and respectful.

Questions?

Have we ever been rude to someone who loves us as a result of our being in a bad mood?
What steps can we take when we are at the lowest moments to ensure that we treat others with care and respect?

One word of advice – Ask God for His grace, because it will give you the power to do even when you were previously not able to. His grace is sufficient for us, for His power is made perfect in our weaknesses.

Imagine a world where we all love our brothers and sisters worldwide with patience, kindness, humility, selflessness and respect. Imagine us doing so even in our most stressful of situations.

Today, this change begins in Me and it begins in You.

LET’S TRULY LOVE; TRULY!!!